Ok, I have to make-good of the condition. I have to say, I'm blessed. I have real friends around me. I'm loved. I'm not lonely, it's just that all my girls are not here, when I'm back home, I could have a great time with my girls again.

I'm so glad Tomato, my friend for 16 years, she called me. We chatted, laughed and talked nonsense. She told me about her days, how happy she is that she had a good bargain today, sharing with me her experience of the day. It cheers me a lot. I feel quite OK now. =]

I'm such a bipolar ><